Friday, January 2, 2009

the break up :((

first post for the year.

how unlucky i am to begin this year with the saddest story.. me and bryan? i guess we're done.. i guess i am giving up, not that i am weak, but because, i have no more reason to fight anymore. he's leaving me behind. and i am not that stupid to wait for nothing. i am not dumb to keep on holding on when it is all clear enough that i am not important to him. he don't need me. he doesn't love me anymore. it hurts. really. but i don't wanna beg ANYMORE. i'm too tired. guess i had enough. i hope i can move on. i still love him so much. but that doesn't matter to him. :(( i hope i can handle this. i hope it will all get better soon. i'm not good in moving :((