Thursday, August 19, 2010

set you free - mymp




oh my! i miss you.. and it's just to painful to love you.. kay wa ko kabalo unsa ko sa imo kinabuhi... i know i'll be fine soon.. i hope... i'm just hurting because until now bisag layo naka, i still love you so much... and still loving you more everyday... ug pwede pa lang storyahan ang heart nga dili nalang ikaw, ako na siguro gibuhat, kay sakit man gud.. pero mawala ang kasakit pagmkadumdum ko ug mafeel nako unsa tka ka love.... libog much! ako sad galibog... hehe btaw, happy nako basta mapa happy lang tkaw... okay na na nako... kung dani rajud ko taman... kung dana ra jud ko taman... siguro madawat ra nako puhon... pero unta, unta... every night, i always pray to God, that i hope someday, ako unta... ako nalang unta... i heartily and sincerely mean every words. pinatulo luha pa. murag salida hehe btaw, wish i could tell you how much i love you again,in person, someday... i miss you soooooooo much :( and i mean it! pwede ko iyak? :'( i love you! you mean everything to me.. God knows how much i love you!

flightless bird - iron & wine lyrics

God gave me U

Across the Universe lyrics

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

love him


LOVE – it is everywhere and it is in every one of us.

Loving has become my habit or even my way of life. I cannot live without it. When I love, I love passionately, I love deeply that’s why when I get hurt because of it, it would feel like it’s the end of everything to me. I don’t know, it’s just the way I am. I find it hard for me to control my feelings when it comes to it. I don’t know how to love without giving my all, without giving a hundred percent. That’s why when I lose it, I would feel like I have lost everything. But you know what? After meeting this man, I was slowly learning how to balance things and feelings. I learned a lot from him and I am still learning even more right now. Gradually, I am finding my way back to the right path. He has changed me. And I mean, A LOT! He taught me more and more about life and living and loving. He has given me the right direction that no one ever did. And even though I know he doesn’t feel the same, I actually don’t care.

before, when someone would say “when you love, you don’t ask for any thing in return”, and I was like-“that’s just not fair!”.. but hey! Look at me now? I am happy even if I know he doesn’t love me. He cares for me! That’s all that matters to me now… I love him. I’m happy loving him. And I know that it isn’t selfishness. I thank God so much for giving me a friend and a person to love. Maybe God gave him to me, because He knows that I could have my life back if I’d ever meet him. And as always, God never fails. J thank you oh dear Lord so much! I will always have my faith in you!

just sad


There are some things in your life, that no matter how you try to conceal it, you can’t. Feelings you can’t hide, Tears that couldn’t help but fall. Broken hearts that was never mended, sadness, emptiness? It’ll show, no matter how you try to deny it.

You have to shout it out if you must. Show it off until it’s gone.

I wish it’ll all be that easy to do.

The hardest part is, when you can’t find any other way, but to cry and keep everything by yourself. It’s a fact that every one of us, should know how to let go and move on no matter how painful it is, because the more you hold on to it, the more it’ll hurt.

Funny is that, you cannot teach your heart to love the ones who love you. You always end up loving someone who doesn’t feel the same- ironic.

The only thing that has kept me going is the faith, that somehow, someday, I’ll have my turn. Being cynical about this kind of situation wouldn’t help you get through it. Sometimes, all you gotta need is to keep even the tiniest hope in your veins in order to survive.