foolish thing

I still have in my mind
The fresh memories
That the one I loved
Had left in me.

I grasped his hand
When he tried to walk away
As our drama continued gradually.

Drastic times I can hardly bare
Too much pain glows like a flare
I was torn on what to do.
I had too much confusion during that show.

I have loved him deeply then
But I guess that wasn’t enough for him.
He dropped me down
And that have caused me to frown.
It almost made me drown.

But thinking of:

The abandonment he made me feel
The argument full of blasphemy
The extremely unpleasant times we shared
The horrifying relationship we had.

Fact:

Pity me for what happened
But shame on him
On what he did!
I was maybe in love with him
But I just don’t deserve him.