SOS

there's still no sign of progress..we still fight over the same things, again and again.. and again, he'd always put the blame on me.. i'm just wondering if is it really just ALL my fault? he'd take no responsibility about the fights that we had because for him, it's all my fault.. i don't know.. i don't know what to think right now.. it makes me want to hate myself even more.. i don't think if i made him happy at all.. maybe we're really not meant for each other.. maybe we just met because with each other, we can learn a lot.. actually, i really have learned a lot.. but the problem is that, i don't know how to make things right. i don't know how to do things right..

God! i badly need help...