i love you big time!

It was not an accident why we met. It is already written and planned.

I’ve always asked God to grant me happiness and contentment in life. I wasn’t so sure on how and when God will answer those prayers. It was okay for me to wait for those things to arrive. I didn’t look for it. I just waited. Patiently… then you came. And I was certain. YOU are the answer to my prayers…

You listen to me. You accepted all of me. My imperfections and flaws don’t matter to you. You care for me so much. You take care of me. You love me. What more could I ask for…?

You’ve become my best friend. Someone I can call a real partner. You are someone so special, so important. You are someone worth living for.

You make me smile, you make me laugh, you can make me real mad, and you can make me feel so sad. What ever it is that you do to me, you know I will always love you.

I love you! So much… and I could live this way my whole life… I love you!

confusions, sadness and churva churva tsktsk

i am over him! or at least that's what i wanna think! but with what i saw over the internet a while ago? whew! i felt some electricity running through the wholeness of my body.. caught myself into thinking.. "what if...? what could have happen if those things never happened to us?" *sigh! but please do not misunderstand this entry.. i have no regrets at all.. it's just that i miss those times with him.. all of those stupidity! those fights! those curses! haha it was indeed a great experience.. one of a kind.. not the usual relationship one could have.. the distance, sacrifices, family acceptance and all.. it's all oh so memorable.. :) there's this "happy-sad" feeling i'm feeling right now.. happy because once in my life i met him, i had him.. sad because, it did not worked out for us.. it did not last.. but i know i'll always have with me those treasured moments.. most unforgettable, most cherished times,enough to put a smile on my face everytime i think about him and me and what we had before.. :)

i am happy right now.. not so sure if i'm happier now than before, but at least i am happy.. right? hehe

it was US before.. now? it's about THEM.. :) he has moved on, and i am happy for him.. (no bitterness involved) HAHA

oh well! naa naman sad koy akoa.. :) we often fight over petty things but that's nothing compared to all the happiness he brings.. CHAR :))

(okay ra akong pag deny sa sakit? okay ra ang drama ug mga rason?HAHA btaw, i am kindah hurt, but you know, what is.. initial reaction is initial reaction..) hehehe :) bahala na! haha