i am over him! or at least that's what i wanna think! but with what i saw over the internet a while ago? whew! i felt some electricity running through the wholeness of my body.. caught myself into thinking.. "what if...? what could have happen if those things never happened to us?" *sigh! but please do not misunderstand this entry.. i have no regrets at all.. it's just that i miss those times with him.. all of those stupidity! those fights! those curses! haha it was indeed a great experience.. one of a kind.. not the usual relationship one could have.. the distance, sacrifices, family acceptance and all.. it's all oh so memorable.. :) there's this "happy-sad" feeling i'm feeling right now.. happy because once in my life i met him, i had him.. sad because, it did not worked out for us.. it did not last.. but i know i'll always have with me those treasured moments.. most unforgettable, most cherished times,enough to put a smile on my face everytime i think about him and me and what we had before.. :)
i am happy right now.. not so sure if i'm happier now than before, but at least i am happy.. right? hehe
it was US before.. now? it's about THEM.. :) he has moved on, and i am happy for him.. (no bitterness involved) HAHA
oh well! naa naman sad koy akoa.. :) we often fight over petty things but that's nothing compared to all the happiness he brings.. CHAR :))
(okay ra akong pag deny sa sakit? okay ra ang drama ug mga rason?HAHA btaw, i am kindah hurt, but you know, what is.. initial reaction is initial reaction..) hehehe :) bahala na! haha
Sunday, August 30, 2009
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