no more "island view's"...
no more US :(
he's obviously happy now and unfortunately, i feel the opposite :( i feel lacking... i feel empty... i feel abandoned and ignored... i feel so unloved... i feel so unworthy... i feel so useless.. i am really really hopeless now...
and yea! i'm hopeless! so what am i still doing here??! stupid!! i know right? :(
i just feel like, i still want to be a part of him in any way possible.. truth is.. i cant afford losing him.. not now.. i know not what to do anymore... can't think straight... can't do anything right...
i am a loser!! or not? i don't know! i don't know what i am.. all i know is,
I NEED HIM this baaaaaaaaaaaad :(
i wish he knows how i feel.
i still love you...... so much :(