i'm too tired. it has been like this for a few months, and i'm still holding on... i just can't let go... this is so exhausting... i don't know why i'm punishing myself. i know i deserve my happiness... i'm acting stupid... my heart's like it's been torn apart.. i always feel like crying...
i miss having a normal life.. think i already forgot what FUN's all about..
i suck in telling stories or sharing problems with people personally. so i guess that explains why i have this blog. hmm it's the least i know i can do for me to just you know, blunder everything that i feel without sucking i guess haha
I'M A VERY SHALLOW INDIVIDUAL, YET TOO DEEP TO BE UNDERSTOOD.
SOME FIND ME WEIRD OTHERS FIND ME CRAZY. as if i care anyway! I AM REGRETTABLY UNFORTUNATE(in many ways). UNLUCKY AS WHAT YOU CALL IT! DAMN THIS LIFE! WHOOT!