confusions

'kay! && so i'm confused!
DAMN! this is like so hard ya'kno! i don't know what is happening... i really have no idea at all.. sad ryt? LOL but yah, everything that is happening in my life right now is TRAGIC.. :-/
what can i do? it already happend! tafcuk! and shit! it hurts like hell! ;-/
though i know his feelings are still there and he still loves me but ta'heLL!
i cannot live like this for long?! GAHD!
he's making things harder for me.. i hope he knows that it isn't this easy at all!
maybe for him! but not for me?! =[[
i just wish GOD would answer my prayers =[[

only MIRACLE can save me now =[[
on miracle can save US now.. =(