what!

14 months..
things are fine..i guess...
same old situation..
I'm happy but I'm tired..
(happy because 'WE' is still existing.. tired, because we are always fighting)
tired of the distance.. tired of our arguments.. nothing's changed really.. i don't know and I'm not sure where and when this would end.. I'm expecting for an ending though.. FOREVER is not on the frame anymore.. and ALWAYS is now unclear..
GAHD! this is so confusing.. "STRESS-FACTOR MAJOR"
DAMN!

is there still hope? =(